This is just another chapter of my life that I felt loved and finally cared for, but also got hurt. Even thought life at the time was hard for me with family, work, personal problems etc BUT I never gave up on one thing that made me happy.. which was her. The happiness and inspiration that she gave to me even when I had nothing.. Made me feel like I had everything.
During these couple of months I saw it as an opportunity to bettering myself as a man, and all the traits I thought that she deserved, after all she deserved a better man. In the end I was never good enough to sway her back in my arms. Me being so stubborn and determined never stopped me. As many of you know I always fought what I believed in. Never give up on something you love..
I then realized the truth that I knew was there the whole time, and didn’t want to accept it. It’s not going to happen. It’s not going to work out. It’s not the right time. I held on when she let go a long time ago. It just wasn’t meant to be. Today marks a really big moment for me. As hard as it is I know I have to.
It’s my turn to let go.
You can’t say I didn’t try lol. I haven’t felt this happy since the day I met you, but thank you so much for this journey. You are the real reason why I’m the man I am today. I’d spend lifetimes trying to repay you. Well, at least you know that there is one man out there capable of loving you so much. I thank God for allowing me to share such an experience with a woman so beautiful. I wish you the best as always.